hello all
firstly happy hari raya to all yang menyambutnya
maaf lambat diucapkan
maafkan fiqahhh kalau ada menyinggung perasaan anda semua ya
sama ada disengajakan ataupun yang sebaliknya
5 days without update
where did i go?
friday sick
saturday,sunday,monday at malaysia(raya-ed there)
tuesday school starts
balik tidur
hari nie barulah nak update
i'll start from saturday only (:
so woke up at 5+
get ready all
stuck at woodlands checkpoint for 3 hours
journey to uncle house was six hours
9 hours without stopping
we're fasting(:
haha
reached
slept
den i went out with uncle to cari lemang all
funnnnnnn
bolabla
first day of raya
rayaed at temerloh
blablabla
6+ rushed off to palong(negeri sembilan)
reached around 8 plus
yadayada
eat eat eat
than cousin bawa me jalan2 naik motor
i suka :P
me and him couldnt sleep
hence we chatted outside till late in the morning
until lil kids started running
they just finished watching this mermaid shw
crazy bunch of kids
yadayada
slept at the top floor
onl;y cousins:P
funnnnnnnn
woke up the next morning
breakfast
me and cousin know we'll be the target of washing the dishes
hence we made ourselves disappear:P
ride motor some more
i likeeeeeeeeeee
no longer phobia of motorcycle
(fiqah belum mandi naik motor) kul 8 pagi tau :P
haha.
ignore that line
left house and went to felda
visit atuk,nenek and uncles grave
i miss my grandpa
i miss his jokes
i miss you tuk ayah
you're the best grandpa
harap tenang di alam sana
so yeah after that homed
daddy drove at a speed of 160-180km per hour
initially i wanted to accompany hm by stayng awake
but in the end
i fell asleep :P
bleahs
i havent startyed rayaing in singapore
0 dollars accumulated
haha
keyh fakle
actually da dapat 19 dollars before raya
but i spend it on doctor fees
:(
cry for me come (:
hahaa
sch started
exams near
bleahs
anyways
today had rehearsal for prize presentation
i left halfway
as hidayat ask me help him decorate board
bleahs
tolong la juga
hahaha
funny
anyway
da tkde mood nak update
bye
pics will be uploaded soon
its really wordy
i know i know
iloveyouus
hey !
yesterday
went school
yadayada
got mum to fetch me from sch cause i wasnt feeling well
yeap
went to the doctor
he gave me four weird medicine
besar-besar pula tu .
eeeeeeeeee
keyh
reach home 11+
slept
2+ firzanah call
pissed gitu
haha
no firzanah i dont blame you
xD
hahs
i woke up at 7
break fast all
yadayada
muntah lepas tuu
slept at 11
hari nie fiqah tak puasa
sebab harus makan ubat
bleahs
tak suka
no sch for me today
anyways
im leaving early tomoro morning instead of tonight
benci betul
den msn tak kasih log in
lagi benci
grrrr
anywayyys
selamat hari raya in advance to all yang menyambutnya
maafkan fiqah jika terkasar silap dan kata
sehingga menyinggung perasaan mu
maklumlah fiqah nie hanya manusia biasa
cey cey
k da merepek
bye all
sayang semuanya
what do you do when everything falls apart ?
xoxoxoxoxo
hey yaw
what would you do
if one fine morning
your mother ask you this
"kak , kalau ibu minta cerai macam mana ? "
translate . "daughter , if mummy ask for divorce how ? "
that question struck me hard
i didnt say anything
i just get out of home and went to school
yeah
people did cheer my mood up
azmee singing about zaki tak puasa tak dapat duit raya all
yeah it crack me up
talking to people do help huh ?
thanks hisyam , hanafi , azmee , helena , aisyah and whoever that i miss out
thanks for listening and sharing your opinions
appreciated
anyway
had training today
yea i got bored
cried a lil
but i soon cheered up
thanks for the concern (:
oh welllll .
went home and fell asleep while smsing sonny :P
i feel super tired
and oh i have food allergy -.-"
irritating !
wokay dats it
there's resilience workshop tomoro .
im soooooo lazy to go
i know it'll be funn
but given the current situation
i aint got the mood for anything
ME NOT STRONG TO FACE ALL THIS
i'd rather die than face this
im serious
its hari raya next sunday.
i want everything to be back like normal .
i dont want to wake up
finding both of you missing from home and having my lil sis crying
you know , you guys really made me shocked today
"kakak raya je la mana-mana."
what's up with that ?
hari raya is suppose to be us together as a family.
but will you guys make it up to each other
will you guys not halau each other?
i dont want all this
no
please
:'(
edited//
thanks ridz for listening to me and trying to help
much appreciated
i'll try to not cry so much !
thanks besty
